ah tis the month of the doctor marcus review post remission news. tis a milestone. tis also the month of a PET scan, cue massive scanxiety!! aaaaggggghhhhh.
this past week i have managed to convince myself i have unusual itching, weight loss and nightsweats… of course these can be explained by radiotherapy, eczema, and a perpetual cold which seems to have done the rounds of our family several times in turn since christmas… oh dear. sometimes i think i’m losing it!
i just got the PET scan date which is monday 13th feb at 1115. one thing concerning me about this is that i will not be allowed to eat that morning. man i’ll be chewing my arm off by the time i get in there!! mum will be coming with me so i’m sure we’ll wander over the bridge to covent garden for a spot of luncheon afterwards. i will of course, be stuffing my face…!
we are ok though, noah dropped a day at nursery this week in honour of me feeling a bit more energetic, of course nature decides to slap me with a cold just in time but it seems everyone i know has a cold right now! we have been going to the gym for swimming and for me to go to some classes and try and get a bit stronger and fitter again. come on muscles! grr!! and we are officially back to our budget so i was lucky to get in before february started and buy some amazing ridiculous shoes off the books!! wohooo! now to learn to walk in them – something of a challenge for a gal who lives in flats..!
so there it is. 13th feb. say it with me now: dear Lord, please let it still be gone. amen.
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Rage against the lymphoma 
Good luck for the 13th, one blessing its not a Friday. Keep up the good work with the exercise, and balancing act with the shoes!!! One might help the other!! Thinking of you, love from us bothxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx